thinkinman | Δ: stress. ((text))

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Δ: stress. ((text))

Your mother is insisting that I'm someone I'm not. I don't know why. At first I thought she was just trying to slander my name, but now I'm not so sure. You believe me, right? I am exactly who I say I am.[private//hackable.] Maybe I'm just going insane. It's so disturbing that this place rewrote all my memories effortlessly.

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...? What? Oh, yeah. Of course I do, Father. I know you wouldn't lie to me. I don't think you could if you tried.

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Good. Sofia's constantly saying I killed the Sisters. You saw me save them. I know I saved them.

You did. I saw it.

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No, I'm fine. Just a little lightheaded, I guess. I'm not used to not having pressurized air around me at all times.

Do you want me to get you anything?

No, it's okay. Really. Maybe getting outside for a little while will do me some good. Thanks.

Sure. Going for a walk will clear your head. You know where to find me, if you need me.

It's not you. This place is really that powerful.

How can we be sure this is reality and not some event, then? ..maybe we can't.

That's possible. But events are based on memories and Wonderland as it normally is isn't.

I see. Can wonderland corrupt the memories of people, even when not in an event?

I've never heard of that happening. It can take memories altogether, but not change them the way it did for the event.

Someone here claims to have seen me do very different things than what I remember. Has something like that happened before? I'm sorry for all the questions, but I'm still trying to make sense of all this.

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Don't worry about it. I'm used to lots of questions.

Do you mean things you did here or things you did at home? If it's stuff here, I wouldn't be too surprised.

Things I did at home.

Are you from different times? Or maybe there are different versions of your world?

We're from around the same time, so it would have to be the latter. ..I keep thinking she's trying to drive me crazy by claiming I'm cruel.

Why would she want to drive you crazy?

I'm not entirely sure.

Who are you talking about, anyway?

Sofia Lamb.

Oh yeah. Sinclair had some unflattering things to say about her.

She's a vile woman.

I guess you'd know better than me. She just seemed arrogant when I talked to her.

She used her own daughter as a lab rat. Sofia is best avoided, trust me.

Is her daughter Eleanor?

Yes. She's also my daughter.

Biologically?

I'm not sure. I don't remember, but likely not.

Either way, you're probably the better parent.

I try my best.

[A bored Jack was fiddling with his communicator, and hacked Delta's private entry just because he was curious.

Now he feels guilty, and shuts it off, but not before leaving an inadvertent electronic signature of his passing, visible to someone with enough technical aptitude.]

[Delta notices Jack accessing the feed, but doesn't comment on it.]

It's not that you're goin' insane, sport. It's this place.

But how can we tell if our memories are real? We can't. I wish I understood how it all works. There has to be an solid explanation for all of this.

I know who I am, and I know what memories I have. So long as you have faith in whatever you've done, you'll be fine.

...Is Lamb givin' you hell?

She's pretty insistent I'm a terrible person who killed the Sisters. She'll always give me hell. At least the good doctor is staying away from my daughter.

She gave me the same run-around.

For a while I thought she was just tryin' t'get Jack t'stop talkin' t'me.

For a while I thought she was trying to get other people to turn against me, but she locked a message to me privately. Someone here said it was a possibility she could be from another version of Rapture. That's insane, but in here I wouldn't be surprised.

... That's an interestin' theory. I wouldn't put it past this place. Maybe she is.

..For all her insanity she doesn't seem ... the kind t'make up somethin' like this.

She doesn't seem to be the type, you're right.

[a heavy sigh.] It's better for all involved if we steer clear'a her, sport. I'm sure she won't mind, all told.

I'm trying to stay clear of her. As long as she keeps her distance, we'll be fine.

Just don't open yourself up to attack. She sees a point'a weakness and she'll strike in a second - you know how she is. Keep around people if you go out, don't find yourself near her rooms, that sort've thing.

Understood. I'll be careful.

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